Crossroads- crossing the road to fitness or starbucks donuts?

I started Kayla Itsines 12 week workout program this week. My whole body is sore. I know it hurts from the workouts and partly from using the paint roller and scrapping SHIT off our wood floors from who knows how many years ago.  I have been at a crossroads with exercise since coming home from our honeymoon. Before the wedding I went to Pure Barre almost everyday for months. There was a 20 classes in 30 days challenge in March and I did 20 classes in 21 days. I had so much drive and was so committed. When I came home I felt out of sync. I thought I would start back Monday or maybe Thursday. So far I haven't been back. We have been spending any extra $$ on house related projects and since I have a Golds Gym membership that I have used twice (and no way to get out of) I thought I would try and use that for right now. So far her workouts are pretty tough. I don't love a gym setting but there is a WOMEN only room at golds and at 5:30 AM my happy ass has been there and it hasn't been too too bad. I figured it was time to get back on the horse and stop going to Starbucks every morning before work. I finally used my own coffee pot and started eating a normal breakfast (but the old fashioned donut is o so good).  I miss Pure Barre bad but at the moment it isn't in my budget... paint is expensive. I am sure once I am finished with school and our house projects become more routine where I am not staying up so late ripping off that one last piece of wall-paper or running to Lowes for the lightbulb/ paint brush/ paint roller/ whatever else comes to mind as soon as my foot steps through that door.... that I will definitely be back to PB. I still love it so much and love my body from doing it but after the wedding prep madness I feel that I needed a little break to get back into a more normal groove.


- Mad

P.S. dreaming of bali fun